Fan Art Friday! Homage to the great Princess

After being a total bum and missing last month’s Fan Art Friday, I’m back this month with Mei-Mei.  She picked a great one – a simple picture of Princess Leia so that we could nod our head to the lately departed.

Though this picture is simple, it brought up so many memories for me of who Princess Leia was and how she impacted my life.

I think most importantly – and also most interestingly – was my initial reactions to Leia being a princess.  When I was younger, I grew up like most children my age with the definition of a princess being a Disney Princess: flowing gowns, a prince charming, magic, etc.

Knowing Leia was a princess did not register with me for a few years, only because I had never encountered a princess other than a Disney princess.  What ended up happening is that my brain rejected it because I could not understand it.  I’m not sure how to explain this properly but she did not fit a mold of how I understood princesses to be and therefore I did not think she was a princess.  This was all strangely subconscious.  Obviously I called her “Princess Leia” but I think the title “Princess” became synonymous with her name, and not a title.

It took a few years and some growing up for me to understand that she was still a princess, albeit different from what I was used to.  I ended up loving her for it.

princess-leia-trash-compactorThis woman was a princess, but snarky, witty, and able to stand her ground with other men.  In fact – she was the one who got them out of the trapped Death Star hallway…even though it was a trash compactor.  I loved her line of, “Well, somebody has to save our skins.”

One of the things I loved most about her is the fact that she never really thanked Han and Luke for rescuing her.  The adult part of me thinks that’s horribly rude, but then some of me loves it because I realize that maybe she always knew there would be a way out.  Maybe she knew that she didn’t need men to rescue her so it was just a helpful coincidence that they showed up at the right time.  Of course, Han did it for money so it’s not like she should thank him anyway.

As Princess Leia evolves, she changes from the sarcastic princess, to someone a bit warmer.  I believe the sarcasm and wit were a wall that she used in ANH to hide her true self.  As ANH continues, we see more of the woman she really is towards the end, when she counsels Luke about Han having to choose his own path.  In ESB, she still has the wall, especially with Han, but Leia’s metaphorical wall finally gets destroyed as Han gets physically enveloped by a real wall.  In ROTJ, the Leia we saw in ANH is barely present.

Funnily though, I never found Leia to be a very relatable character.  I loved her, but she was never the one I yearned to be like as I always wanted to be Luke.  But what Leia taught me is perhaps a more valuable lesson – how to hold my own around men.  When I look back at my teenage years, I’m thoroughly embarrassed by the way I would act to get men’s attention.  I would act like a ditz and an airhead because it made men (boys) laugh.  I was degrading my intelligence for their benefit and attention.

With the help of my best friend at the time and watching Star Wars, I realized that Leia would never act like I did.  She was able to show that you can be valued for your honesty, intelligence, humor, and not be held back because you are a woman.  And you can be royalty to boot as well.

So while coloring this picture, I wanted to pay homage to the Princess Leia that I love and knew.  I tried to keep it simple so that it mostly spotlighted her.  I chose colors that came to mind when I thought of Alderaan: rolling green grass and forests with streams of water.   Instead of giving her the title of Princess Leia which took me so long to accept, I gave the title of “Her Worshipfulness”, which Han called her once in ANH.  I surrounded the picture with some of my favorite quotes of hers that meant something to me over the years (sorry, the nerf herder quote had to be cut out due to it being too long).  I attempted to put the Rebel insignia into there as well.

This has to be my favorite coloring piece I have done so far only because of the gravity at which I took it and the memories and feelings it evoked for me.

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Carrie Fisher, you will forever be missed as the woman who brought Princess Leia to life.  The Star Wars community mourns your loss and hope the Force is with you wherever you are now.

 

 

Haiku Me Friday! Lumbering Beast

A home for Jawas Blaster bolts barely hurt it Rolling across sand

A home for Jawas
Blaster bolts barely hurt it
Rolling across sand

When I think of a Sandcrawler, this is the first image that always comes to my mind.  The Sandcrawler was one of my favorite vehicles when I was younger.  I loved the trapezoid look to it and the fact that it was so slow.  Normally when I think about space, I thought fast and slick.  The Sandcrawler was none of those, but it was heavy duty and was not one to be messed with.

I feel like TFA didn’t have any ships that completely stood out to me, except for Rey’s speeder (which I just found out was custom made by Rey…I’m liking this girl more and more).   Most of the ships were recycled from the OT, just tweaked slightly, and I think half the fun of ANH were the ships like the Sandcrawler, Luke’s landspeeder, and all these ships that we got introduced to for the first time.  I understand we’ll never have that same feeling again because now we expect to see these vehicles in the galaxy, but I think it would have been fun to see just a few more creations.

Haiku Me Friday! The End…Or Not

We have won the war! Victory is ours at last The Rebels triumph

We have won the war!
Victory is ours at last
The Rebels triumph

I’ve always wondered what they thought in this scene and leading up to it.  Because as a viewer, you are led to believe that the war is over, the Empire is destroyed, and the Rebellion has won not a battle – but a war.  At least, that’s how I always interpreted it.

I just love thinking about their reactions at this moment.  This happy feeling…probably similar to when Harry Potter won a Quidditch match and knew Gryffindor could never be conquered, but then realized it was such a small moment in his life compared to the bigger war against Voldemort.

Our three heroes, and the Rebellion, think they’ve won in this moment.  But that’s the thing about Star Wars – you always think the good guys have won and then – woops!  Guess not.  Here comes Episodes VII, VIII, and IX!

Haiku Me Friday! Obi-Wan and Vader

Old friends meet again Now enemies with lost love But a new hope comes

Old friends meet again
Now enemies with lost love
But a new hope comes

 

Let me say, sometimes owning a business is awesome.  I get to leave in the middle of the day and do what I want without asking people…and sometimes I’m working early in the morning and late at night, non-stop for 10-12 hours.  That is not fun.

I thought when I quit my full-time job, I’d have so much more time for this blog as well.  Mmmm not so much.  I’ve found that it’s a lot easier to just keep working and working and working on my business with no stop.  I don’t even notice a whole day has gone by.  Then a whole week has gone by and I’m just like, “Wait, what?  What about my Star Wars blog?”

This does not bode well for when I have my child.  LOL.

 

GO PATRIOTS.  This is for you Darth Amethystos:

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Haiku Me Friday! Luke and His Grief

 

 

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The Empire killed them
For what? To find my two droids?
There is change coming

I love this photo…mostly because it’s not in the movie.  I feel like it’s this moment on Luke’s face where we’ve all been before.  The way he’s wrapped up in his poncho, even though it’s so warm out, shows that he has been hit badly by something strongly devastating.

You can see the tears in one of his eyes and there’s a haunted look in them.  Even if you don’t know the story, you know this boy is about to have his life changed.  You know something has happened, even if it’s all in his head or it was something external that forced him to get to this point.

For Luke, I always wonder if he’s wondering how the Empire could be so cruel over two droids?  Is he wondering if they asked Aunt Beru and Uncle Owen any questions before brutally murdering them?  Is his future even on his mind at this point or is he still in too much shock?  Does he blame the two new droids that he has for this turn of events?

In some ways, it’s interesting that he deals with this so easily.  When you compare Luke to Anakin, Anakin would have burned with rage for days.  He would have sought anyone working for the Empire on Tatooine for revenge.  Luke comes to acceptance faster than Anakin would and knows that, if anything, this is a sign for him to go to Alderaan with Obi-Wan.  As he says, “There’s nothing here for me now,” and it couldn’t be more true.

Anakin could never accept death.  It was an inexcusable part of life for him.  Instead of just trying to get his mother out of the Tusken Raiders camp and to a place where she could be buried properly, he instead takes his power, channels his anger, and kills all the Sandpeople.  When Palpatine tells him about the ability to stop death that Plagueis learned, it’s all he wants.  I believe he not only wants to it save Padmé, though that is his primary reason, but he also wants to have that power himself.  To never die and never have that weakness.

Luke, on the other hand, accepts it as part of life.  He accepts it as a normal person would and continues that even as his powers grow..  Through all the deaths we see him go through (Uncle/Aunt, Ben, Yoda, Vader), he tends to fight it a bit, but then realizes it’s part of life.

In this moment, I wonder if the feelings he’s going through gets him to acceptance faster.  Whereas Anakin stops in the anger stage and lets it build, Luke works through everything logically and emotionally to get to a point where he can see what he has to do next and why.

[I’m so mad at this new WP posting system…I can’t figure out how to make my haiku be a caption of the photo.  I can only get one line in before it stops me from doing two lines.  I also don’t know how to make my photo larger than this.  Grrrrr.  Anyone know how to make photos larger and add more than one line to a caption?  It won’t let me hit the plus sign on the photo and is telling me it’s as large as it gets. Lie.]